kitty (lost_in_lace) wrote,

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hit by a bullet of love and scarred by the words of reassurance...

It has been a while since I have really updated that I am not sure where to start and what to write about.  Things have been somewhat hectic but not to the point where I am ready to cry, which is a good thing.  I have been trying to keep a happy mind set and keep others happy around me, but I always do that, so what is new?  There is one person I am try really hard to keep happy and I seem to be doing a good job of that.  With my mom being pregnant again, I am pulling MORE weight of the household chores because she has "first trimester tiredness".  I already help her with most things as it is, but now all of the laundry is my responsibility for $30 a week and I just do little things here and there like I always do.  They complain that I dont pull my weight, but I do.  Right now she is sleeping with my littlest sister and I am watching the other one.  

I am no longer single and I am loving it, I just hope this doesnt end like my first one did.  Seeing as it was two years of friendship first, I should hope it doesnt crash too soon.  That is one thing I have been doing lately; attending to our personal needs.  Dont take that in the wrong way...I just meant that I make sure I stay happy and help keep moods up.  I do worry often though.  I worry about word getting out, I worry about it ending, I worry about screwing up and things of that sort.  That is me though, worried about everything be it good or bad.

I am in a mood to write letters, not email.  Does anybody want a letter?  I have a person to write to, but I dont think one letter is going to kill the writing mood.  Maybe 2 or 3...

Well, I think I am going to go start writing and maybe write some poetry.  *shrugs*  
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